The Billionaire's Ex Wife novel Chapter 2

"I still don't understand why you breastfeed her she is almost one year old"

I rolled my eyes and shook my head "I will stop when I am ready, you don't know and never will just how therapeutic it feels. It's also great bonding time seeing that I stand no chance when you are around. In any case she is my first child and if she doesn't drink my milk who will "I replied looking down at Zoe as I stroked her cheeks

"I am not going to argue with you on that because you will do what you want anyway" he said lifting his hands in surrender.

"Come on, I do listen, just not on this one" I laughed making sure it is not to loud. Zoe was now fast asleep.

"Let me take Zoe upstairs; you finish eating then we can have a proper chat in the bedroom over a glass of wine "I said.

"Love you" he said as I went up the stairs

"Love me too" I replied as I smiled at him

"But I never do anything fun; please babe it's only for two days' I begged

"No, who is going to take care of Zoe while you are gone; in any case you are still breast feeding her, what will I do with her when she wants breast milk. Did I not tell you to stop breast feeding months ago? Sorry you can't go" he shouted

Tristan is very possessive over me which is nice sometimes but not all the time, like whenever I want to go somewhere I must tell him or he will get mad. Especially when I was pregnant which Zoe. He hired a nutritionist to watch what I was eating and body Guard to drive me because he didn't want me to drive, he also hated when I wore my high heels because he thought I would fall and hurt myself and the baby, but I understand because he is only looking out for me.

"Okay just for a day" I said

"No. Why can't you go next year when Zoe is a bit older and hopefully by then you would have weaned her" he said

"Come on Tristan, can't I go just for the day, please" I stood on my toes and kissed he's lips.

"please" I said kissing him again

"Okay fine but if you do anything you are not supposed to you will never go again" he said with a stern voice.

"You know I have my ways of finding out, so you better be at your best behaviour" he said

"Thanks babe," I said kissing him again

Three days after New York fashion week

I opened my eyes and was blinded by the light that rushed in them, then I felt a sharp pain.

"She is awake. Go call the doctor" I heard someone say

I wonder what happened to Meghan?

And what happened in New York fashion week?

Tristan POV

"You still haven't found her" I shouted on the phone

"I am really sorry sir; the situation is not looking good at all and so far, this is all we could find. There were only 6 survivors and chances that your wife is one of them are slim, they would have contacted you by now" my heart squeezed when he said that, but I wasn't ready to accept that she was gone.

"Try looking again, she might be somewhere out there, I mean have they identified all the survivors? I don't know why but I feel she is one of them just double check on who they are and which hospital they were taken to. I need you to come up with something concrete this time, I am not paying you for nothing" I said then cut the call.

I had not slept much ever since the day of that plane crush. Meghan's body had not been found and I was hoping against all hope that she had survived. I hated that I had let her go against my better judgement, I kept wishing I had stuck to my guns and had not allowed her to go. I was terrified of the thought of losing her, I was even more terrified of having to raise Zoe on my own. I did not know how. I had since taken Zoe to my sister's house as I continued with the search something kept telling me she was somewhere out there, I just did not know where but as hours turned to days I started to slowly lose hope.

4 years later

Tristan POV

I let the warm water run down my body with my hands on the wall thinking about what was going to happen today. The house was so quiet and empty without her in my life. I sighed heavily as I stepped out of the shower. I opened the window and took a deep breath of fresh air and stood by the window for about a minute before I started getting ready for my hectic day.

I had decided to immerse myself in my work as work kept me distracted and I was not haunted by the constant thought of her.

When I was done dressing up I walked down stairs and I heard Zoe screaming as usual as she did not want to eat cereal.

"Zoe, please eat dear. You need to get to your school on time otherwise you will miss the school trip " Nanny Nancy pleaded with her