The Last White Wolf novel Chapter 19

"He protected me cause I'm weak."

"Milo protected you because he loves you, not because of how your shifts are disorderly."

I scowled at him in anger, here I was last night trying to show my feelings and he keeps brushing me off to Milo. Did he really want me to be with Milo this badly, "And you just know everything, huh?"

"What are you implying? I'm just telling you the truth."

"Well, thank you for informing me in about my mate." I hissed walking away from the frozen Austin. His face confused with anger, yet twisted with hurt and distrust. I had to admit, seeing him like that made me sad but at the same time he deserved it. To keep on insisting that's my mate when I said no, and kissed him last night, did he not get the picture!?

"So its true?" His hand wrapped around my underarm spinning me around to face him. His close presences tampering with my heart, I just stared at him trying to figure out that mystery behind his blue eyes. "You and Milo did mate?"

My face dropped in discuss. I mean it wasn't something unnatural about mating but I don't ever think I was two males mate in a pack before, and if it was possible, I don't think I'll be mentally prepared for something like that. "No! What the hell is wrong with you!?"

"He's your mate isn't he!? That means ya'll mated!" His grip was becoming saddening as I winced. Jesus! he was starting to piss me off!

"NO!" I shoved him back which only hurt my sore ribs as I immediately crouched to the ground groaning from pain and anger.

"Sorry-" He stooped down trying to help me up as I pushed him away.

"I told you everything already, yet you keep insinuating that I go to Milo," my voice began to shake as I wiped away the wateriness of my eyes. "I know Milo is hurt, and that it's wrong for me to do this to him but, he's not the one I have feelings for..." I stared at the snow for a moment, my sniffles becoming sturdy in the silence between us. I waited awhile until decided to glance up at him, His face felled with anger as my heart sunk at the silent rejection. "I'm s-sorry..." I knew it, I knew he wouldn't feel the same. The tears were only held back by his current words as he looked at me serious.

"Who is it that you hold these feelings for?"

"Your scent..." He took a couple of steps back as I looked down seeing what he was talking about. You see, when werewolves mate, they release an special type of pheromone due to who they are. In my case, I wasn't trying to mate...but causing by the reaction of Austin's face and the outlined in my sweat pants, it looked very much like I was.

"Crap..." I placed the cover over me in embarrassing as Austin moved back some more. "Is it that bad...?"

"Oh my God," blushed filled his face as he stumbled off to the exit, "I have to go change my boxers."

I laughed in relief, I was glad he didn't find my scent to be a bother or that I could have this affect on him. My smile faded soon as Milo's face intruded my brain, what would he think when he woke...?

"You're regretting it aren't you?" Austin glanced up at me then back down to the floor where he stood crouching in front of the fire. He threw in another log letting his(millionth) sigh escape him. I stood there for a little bit more before taking as much as I could bear from him. I slumped into the bed, twisting my body under the covers facing the back of Austin. Even the back of his neck was sexy but hey, that's not the point. I knew why he was like this yet I couldn't help but find it annoying. Yesterday, Milo woke up. And me, I was so freaking happy until they said I couldn't see him until they do some specialized herb tradition for him. But, I insisted even though the answer was no. I knew it wasn't right for me to be happy just because the feelings and thoughts of me almost killing Milo were released, because they weren't. He could have died, he would have, It was an miracle. On the other hand while I was trying to see Milo, things seemed to take a dive for a worse. "I already said I wanted to be with you."