Fated Or Accident novel Chapter 35

"I love you Ari."

I just couldn't hold any damn tears back. I felt like I was crying a river. My eyes were swollen and I didn't understand where all the water for these damn tears were coming from. I was getting angry with myself for crying so damn much.

He left me standing there crying and came back with tissues. He wiped away the tears and hugged me. I just cried into his chest until I could manage my emotions again. I pulled away from him and turned around. He left again to get more tissues and I stared up at the bright moon overlooking the water. Nicolas wrapped his arms around me and leaned his head on my shoulder as he rubbed my belly. The baby started kicking and I just stared up at the night sky smiling bright as hell.

"Daddy has a nice ring to it don't you think." Nicolas said laughing. I laughed along on the outside but hating myself on the inside for not having the courage enough to tell him that the baby was his. I felt like a failure for not telling him but there's not much I could honestly do about it now. If I tell him, he'll probably hate me for the rest of my life.

"Or he might still love you retard!" My conscience shouted at me. I ignored it and choice to tell him at a different time. Today wouldn't be the right time. Especially since I couldn't even manage my emotions right now.

Next time I'll tell him. Yeah next time.....

We stood like that just enjoying the view for a little bit longer and then Nicolas took me home. He walked me all the way to the front door of my apartment and gave me a goodnight kiss. I never felt so happy. I walked in my apartment expecting it to be a very nice and quiet night since it was like 11 pm. But no I just couldn't have that. I turned the light on in the living room and almost jumped out of my skin.

"How was your date Anna?" Kevin asked. I turned to him and glared at him.

"Yeah how was it?" Kelly said.

"Omg Details!!!!!!!!!" Marco and Alysia yelled together.

"All of you need a life. Why were you just sitting here in the dark?"

"We were waiting for you. Don't change the subject Anna." Kevin said giving me the look dad use to give me when he questioned me when I looked suspicious.

"I'm not doing this tonight. We can talk in the morning."

"Ok." Everyone but Kevin answered.

"You better be going straight to your room." He said as I turned away and walked to my bedroom.

"Yes father." I answered back.

Before I closed the door, I could hear Kelly yelling at Kevin for being a 'stick in the mud'. I just zoned them out, took my clothes off and grabbed my towel and headed to the bathroom. I took a quick 10 minute shower and got out the shower. I brushed my teeth and washed my face and headed back to the bedroom. I threw on a pair of loose shorts and a huge t-shirt and pulled my hair into a ponytail. I turned off the light and climbed into bed. I heard my phone beep on the nightstand so I reached up and grabbed it. The new message was from Nicolas.

"LLS. See you tomorrow." I sent her back. I wanted to take her out again before she had to relax before the baby comes. I mean she's only 7 months right now but soon she'll really have to stay home and prepare for the baby's arrival.

"What do you mean see you tomorrow? That wasn't planned." She said. I could hear her voice in my head preparing to cuss me out.

"You'll see ;)" I sent. She wasn't going to know anything until tomorrow.

We arrived at my apartment shortly after and I gave my driver, Louis, I tip for tonight and told him to enjoy his night. I passed the apartment manager with the biggest smile on my face.

"Good night Sir?" He asked as I walked onto the elevator.

"Yes Geoffrey. Probably the best." I said before the elevator closed.

I made it all the way to the top floor, my apartment, still smiling hard as hell. I turned the lights on and almost threw a vase at Jim. Tf was he doing here?

"What the hell are you doing here? And in the dark?" I asked.